Oh, how you wish you can forget your past somehow ... ...

You know the days where you flunked your exams? You remembered the day when you forged your parent's signature over the test because your teacher wants to see it? It's like you kept the paper and then after so long you dug it out and you really want to forget that you did it. Oh darn; I just found a forged exam paper in my drawer just now. I felt so damn fucked up =X

Then you start looking at what it is now and its so different from what is was then. You dare to show stuff to your parents and they will sign it without you being reprimanded. You start feeling ashamed for your "dark" past literally. Oh darn.

Its the same thing with love. When you are in one (or just admiring) you are just blinded by what you do. Any message sent across just wouldn't get across. Wait till the day when the truth is sent out in a harsh way and then you finally land to the ground with a "thud". That's how cruel it is, and then you will feel how shameless you had been during the period of time.

Some memories can be thrown away ... ... but others cannot be forgotten for they will be stuck in your brain forever ... ... As we live in Woodlands for the 10th year everything seems to be failing. The air-con is leaking air, the camera cannot be turned on, the battery of the handphone just keeps draining off and you are flunking every single examintaion. So life after Os isn't as sweet anyway?

It sure is a busy day, for so many things need to be done. This was my to-do list for the day:

Get Prom Nite stuff
Get new camera
Get new handphone
Get a pen for my tution teacher
Get blue coloured shirt for Ngee Ann Poly's Red Camp

But in my father's list there was "get new pants" and "get new air-con" as well. So we started off our morning eating breakfast at Swensens before heading to Gain City to pick the aircon. Apparently it was so interesting at first because by buying aircon, you would get a camera for free. But then after checking on the internet, the camera is a Casio Exlim Z5, which is sadly, a 5-megapixel camera which looks uncanningly similar to my mum's Casio Exlim Z75, which is a 7.2-megapixel camera. Maybe the Z5 may do well because of the "fine" megapixels function; there ain't a 5N function on Casio cameras so ... ...

Then we decided to get in line for the phone but the line was too long anyways so we decided to eat lunch. Now thinking of it it was so dissapointing because I wanted a Sony Ericsson Cybershot phone. And bloody hell, the phone also has 5-megapixel camera. It would have made a great backup camera for me.

* My father just came in and corrected me; Gain City is giving a Casio Exilim EX-Z29, which is a 10.1 Megapixel camera. Suddenly I feel so much like wooting ~ *

Next up after lunch was prom clothing. Apparently we initially wanted to go to Bugis Street to get but I was feeling too lazy to get the stuff one by one so I decided to patronize "Man Master" and then got everything from there. I shall not give any spoilers though but the bill came out till $271.50. Add the $60 from the ticket and its like $331.50. And I was thinking of adding a pair of fake sunglasses ... ...

Blue shirt was next and ended up buying some Nike shirt again. Then tried looking for shoes for my prom nite ended up getting none. Seems like they are really asking me to buy Converse =.=

Dinner at Delifrance. Stuffed myself with Chicken Pot Pie, some of my mum's Chicken Steak and a scallop from my father's meal. Then went home.

Tired. Look at what type of group I found at Facebook:

I Studied Venice For O levels 2009 but never come out for O levels 2009!

Haha! So heys. I am reminded by myself that I should post what Fabian said. But I think I forgot. Oops ~

No. How could someone who can remember a string of numbers forget the thing he was supposed to blog about? It all started when we were mugging for POA when I was looking at the Glossary of the textbook. You know how words are given "ee" when the person is the one doing the thing while "er" is used for the person conducting the thing like "interviewer" and "interviewee"? There was this really odd term in the textbook called "drawee". It sounds so confusing because ain't "drawee" and "drawer" the same thing? Then I was like "drawee". Then Fabian came out with a huge list of "ee" and "er" words.

- Mother Mothee
- Father Fathee
- Fucker Fuckee

Seriously I can't remember what else. But "teacher" and "teachee" would have been good too

Anyways I couldn't be happier today. Who wouldn't be if they knew a MB Citaro is going to be in Singapore? Like gawd, finally we have the Citaro. Woots ~ Like suddenly SMRTB is like a forest; a tropical rainforest in fact. We have high biodiversity; we have got all the Mercedes buses! We have the Mercedes O405/G, then the Mercedes OC500LE and then the Mercedes Citaro (+ a lone Yutong).

Lols. Sorry; I must have drank too much. If you don't mind I am signing off to slap myself awake now ... ... Isn't it fun that the O Levels are going to be soooo over soon? It seems like yesterday that we said it just started and now we are almost done. WOW indeed =X

POA paper is today and today is POA paper. Anyway it wasn't too bad; much of the notes were so useful suddenly. Thanks Mrs Koh!

Today was a real nice day actually. To think I was cursing because of the weather. It wasn't that bad now. Went lunching with Gin Soon, Kai Yeat, Fabian and Zaccheus. Initially the weather was real good then it started raining. Then ended up running to The Woodgrove to eat at Loy Kee. Seriously I hadn't been so wet in my life lo. The service was good because the lady kept asking us if we needed tissue to dry ourselves. The food was good because there was too much curry =X But at least it was a good lunch together indeed; maybe the last.

Anyways I am supposed to post something interesting that Fabian had mentioned by I am supposed to settle my bus stuff as well; leave that for tomorrow.

So tata =P Change cannot be unavoided.

Change is part of life. I just realised change is needed. Its been too long I had been obsessed, then feeling so low. Its really time to change.

After so long, I realised it was time to let go. After all life is just like a song. Each verse is the start of a new chapter of life, and the end of a verse is the end of the chapter and the song carries on; it has got to move on. Love is just a part of it; if it fails you have to move on, if it works then good for you. I realised it was time to just put it aside.

Of course, I am going to stay happy though. Its a good thing that I am free from anything that would bother me (I care much less about buses now that the Os are going on). Just reminds me; what nice time to study ... ...